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Mon Mar 13, 2006, 1:50 AM
Dont know where that comment came from. Came home and had a little more to drink then its all a blank, so.. yeah

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:iconndrwha:
Ok Todays thought. Listen up

Im drunk today. Does that mean I dont know what im saying? No. It could even mean that im more true today than most. Today I truely dont care what people think. If you ask me right now I would tell you. I love you. I hate you. I couldnt care less. All of these things are in my vocabulary. Can you take them?

I dont care if you can take them because you will get them if you ask. I love you if your not a fruad. A fake. If you really do what you talk about doing. If you really live like you want to live.

If you say you'll be by myside, I dont expect anything else. I expect you to be by my side. Not because I need you by mys side but because you said you'd be there. I dont need anyone. If i expect you to be there its because you said you'd be there and if your not THEN its a let down and you bring me lower.

If its your goal to make me not trustfull than your goal is fullfilled.
I still trust but I only trust trickle of what I have before. I leave out a inckling of what I have to give.
If I say anything. Its out of confidence that it will be kept. What I look for is a lover. a confidant. a companion. a part of myself that is out there. I am looking for myself. Am I out there or have I already found me? I'll know because of the clues I leave. I will find myself and then I'll be whole. I call myself to come and make me whole. Where are you.

Come before i become someone else. I only have a few hours and then I will be gone. My self will take over and the simplicity will be gone. If only I could find myself in this time then maybe I could find happiness and the meaning of irrevelence.

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